Post by Jaidin Traye on Jul 31, 2008 9:38:46 GMT -5
Right, I need all you creative brainiacs out there to help me settle my impulsive mind and figure out this current character.
Caildeas. Y'ever read/watched "The Golden Compass" (go read the trilogy, it's amazing)?? DAEMONS. That's the whole premise behind my character; it started out that, essentially, she is Daein's daemon -- in other words, they share the same soul, sort of deal. His spirit in animal form. I just tweaked it, saying that she can bloody well change animals all she wants-- preferring a choice few (because me, settle, on -one-?!) as opposed to the novel, they hit puberty, and the daemon settles on one form.
Then, we decided that Caildeas was actually his ex-love. A dryad, who died. Now, SOMEHOW, she's this... spirit ghost thingie that takes animal forms.
Then, talking to someone, I remembered my love for illusionists! They're incredible, it would be a challenge to write, and just oh-so-fun. So I started thinking I want to be an illusionist instead.
Basically, I need help. I'm at a loss. I got way too attached to Jaidin, and although I thought he was started to get stale, I bowed out before any permission was given to do the rp that would have totally revitalized the character for me. And I'm realizing now, that Jaidin is all I need. He was a stable character, I enjoyed rp'ing him, and had so many quirks and so much time put into him, that he was truly 3D to me. I needed a break though. Since quitting admin, I had to give them time to do all the necessary things, like removing my admin-status and powers. Also, even after quitting, I was still getting admin-related hmails. FFS. So clearly, I can't play Jaidin at least for a while-- that much is obvious.
What do I do?! I've become pathetic, I realize that.
Is there anyone that has an rp, that needs someone? I loved rp'in that one night with Shishi and Terra (<3 to them), but after that, I totally noticed that.... playing a cat isn't all that fun, to be honest. Doesn't open up the opportunities for me that other characters could.
Help me before I die of writing-withdrawals?
Caildeas. Y'ever read/watched "The Golden Compass" (go read the trilogy, it's amazing)?? DAEMONS. That's the whole premise behind my character; it started out that, essentially, she is Daein's daemon -- in other words, they share the same soul, sort of deal. His spirit in animal form. I just tweaked it, saying that she can bloody well change animals all she wants-- preferring a choice few (because me, settle, on -one-?!) as opposed to the novel, they hit puberty, and the daemon settles on one form.
Then, we decided that Caildeas was actually his ex-love. A dryad, who died. Now, SOMEHOW, she's this... spirit ghost thingie that takes animal forms.
Then, talking to someone, I remembered my love for illusionists! They're incredible, it would be a challenge to write, and just oh-so-fun. So I started thinking I want to be an illusionist instead.
Basically, I need help. I'm at a loss. I got way too attached to Jaidin, and although I thought he was started to get stale, I bowed out before any permission was given to do the rp that would have totally revitalized the character for me. And I'm realizing now, that Jaidin is all I need. He was a stable character, I enjoyed rp'ing him, and had so many quirks and so much time put into him, that he was truly 3D to me. I needed a break though. Since quitting admin, I had to give them time to do all the necessary things, like removing my admin-status and powers. Also, even after quitting, I was still getting admin-related hmails. FFS. So clearly, I can't play Jaidin at least for a while-- that much is obvious.
What do I do?! I've become pathetic, I realize that.
Is there anyone that has an rp, that needs someone? I loved rp'in that one night with Shishi and Terra (<3 to them), but after that, I totally noticed that.... playing a cat isn't all that fun, to be honest. Doesn't open up the opportunities for me that other characters could.
Help me before I die of writing-withdrawals?